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I jz got bc from bki & tired! Still 2day is another working day needed 2 attend. Ppl said im so stupid, why cant i jz get another day off bt I cant get my mind off. So, why bother 2 get leave!

"Can u give me another chance?" I’ve been saying this 2 often in most of d relationship dat when I first heard it from him, I felt guilty. I asked myself am I goin 2 far? Then… lots of Qs & As goin thro my mind. I misses him so much bt Im nt sad v r nt 2gether. I pictured us together bt wasnt disappointed wit d reality. So, wat am I thinkin?? M I serious abt us? Wat could b d stopper 4 us? 1 thing I don like abt him is his egoistic. He knew he was wrong, I knew he was wrong bt he jz won admit it. Nt even say sorry. This sometimes pissed me off bt jz 4 a while.

Dis time, how long can v remain… Good Q! Anyone 1na answer? While on d way 2 bki, I suddenly felt I lose myself in all my relationships. I wasnt been me. Dat’s when I rmbred Nat. I smsed her abt it. I still say her style makes me felt dat’s how mature lady thinks.

I cant jz say I don know how & scare of everything. Since I oledi agreed on another try, it’s gonna b another try! Like I always told myself, "Jz do ur part well & dat’s all it counts." True! Why live a life worried abt lots of unexpected thgs. Let wat will b, will b.

01st July 2007, d 1st day of 2nd half yr 2007.

Don know y bt I jz luv d beginning of it. Life seems livelier 4 me. I wonder how gd dat would b bt Im already eager 2 know.

Ok, lining up 4 d week to go are whole week over9 in a fren’s home, family members b’day, dinners dates, movies dates, hangout & wrap d week up wit a trip 2 KK on sunday. Trip 2 KK is a definite 1 bt d most Im looking 4ward is movies dates.

Transformer, Die Hard 4.0 and Fantastic 4 r my top list. I had been thinking 2 go alone if nobody ask me. haha…. Y alone??? Cos Im 2 ego 2 ask "R u free 4 movie?" Hahah…. Not really. I jz felt if I 1na go alone then I go alone. So far, havent try yet.

Work as well… wit a limited time of jz a week 2 re-arrange my filing, I bet this is goin 2 b 1 busy re-arranging week. Still, work is above every planned list. At least wit a busy schedule, I’ll be barred from any nonsense and nuisance thinking. Yeah, true! I always has been thinking 2 much my whole life. Regardless small / big matter once happened.

I did 2 things yesterday. 1st, I brought a present 4 my sis. Not jz any present cos it’s my 1st time purchased it. 2nd, she is d 1st 1 got it from me. Imagine how honor she is. Hahahaaa…….

I jz did rebonding on my hair. Which in another word means straightening. I cant say I like it very much since d stylist said my hair are very limp & 2 thin 4 a perfect rebond. I need a few mths 2 get it in d rite shape. Hopefuly I manage 2 ‘hang on’ till dat particular month. Wonder wat u ppl think abt my new look. Hehe… Wait till I upload my 1st after-rebond pic 4 u all 2 c.

Hai… been missing him alot bt I know it will fade away very soon as long as we never meet again. I asked myself again, do I love him? Nah… this is still nt d chemistry yet. Don 1na lie 2 him & nt myself. Leave it. God arranged it oledi.

Have a progressive & great weekdays everyone. Happy working & studying.