240807, ended unpleasantly…
Supposingly I should be in bed by now. Like everyone around but… Im still wide awake in front of my pc now. Yeah true, I wish I could sleep. Still, the arguement was too much to bear that it leaves me so ‘alive’ now. I wouldnt wanna say who’s wrong and who’s rite. I still remembered how she said those words that herself think is rite. Some more, she wouldnt listen to people’s words.
I wonder why is she doing this? She even jealous about how I treat others. I treated her the same as I treated outside. Still, she don’t think I act fair. Everytime she sees me, there will be something that she wanna say that makes me really fed up. Most of the time are arguements. I hate to say I hate any kind of conversation with her. Sad but true. I hate all conversation with her. I can’t help telling myself to not talk to her. Not even just chatty talks.
Today mark the last day of my working day with ALIM. Felt alittle bad but to live on, I have to move on. Can’t say more than I’ll get used to that very soon. Next monday, I’ll be in Pru. Same industry but different company. Nothing much will change except I really need to be more alert than I am in ALIM. There are more new things I need to handle on a daily basis. I guess I will be OK. Believe in myself and just do it. Action speaks louder than words.
This coming holiday (National Day), I’ll be going to Twu. For a couple of days with a few frens and enjoy ourselves to the travelling. Yeah, I’ve been there couple of times but all on business purpose. So, not really relaxing myself. This time, I really wanna let go of the thinking in Sandakan. Enjoy my stay and chit chat with Mag. Oh ya, chocolate moist cake. She just love it. I must remember to bring it over to her. 
That’s it. After bragging everything out, feels much better. Mentally much relieved. Good nite everyone. Take care.
