Boring sunday - 250807
What a day! I had so many things to do today which partial are due for tomorrow. Still I am so wanted to go out for a while. So, I end up sitting in Little Nanyang for an hour and went home. So to that, I’m totally satisfied. I brought with me one of my favorite books Work It, Girl! 101 Tips For The Hip Working Chick.
Frens? Nah, I’m alone. Why? I just feel like I wanna sit there alone for a while. So, I sat there a while. Wanted to take up the Nasi Briyani but omg! R u crazy? Just had my brunch at 10am++ and now wanna had that Briyani? Of cos not! I’m not that hungry after all. Leave it for the next time perhaps.
I got bc and my mom wonder if something was wrong cos she thought Im goin out yam cha with a couple of frens and if coming bc in less than 2 hours would consider alittle weird.
No mom! I’m alone. She didn’t believe! Why? Can I sit alone in a coffee shop? Was that weird? Not to me. After all, I made the whole decision if I’m alone. Sometimes I like js to sit alone and read my book or think of something. One of the ways to release tension. Not that I’m so tense but relax. . . .
Wonder if today is ok for swimming or not. Wonder it’s a lot of people swimming there at 4pm or not. I’m not a learned swimmer and that pool…. is always visited by those perfect swimmers or at least they are very good. Even kids! How shame am I in front of them. Mom told me that they used to be like me in the first. Yeah true, I believed so. Still, it’s hard to learn swimming among those perfect one. I’m so embarrassing.
I just wait for the day. Last nite was the earliest nite I went to bed. For the past week, the early time is really early! Around 3am. Can’t help I got practical papers to follow up and I really need to settle them before my finalizing. Tomorrow will be a totally new environment for me. Different route and different faces. Different styles and different works. Hahah…… Don’t worry, everything will be alrite. I just need some times to adjust myself to the environment and some times to get to know all my works. Don worry, Im gonna be alrite. Haha….
Sunday always makes me lazy but I put up my mental ‘banner’ to change all those negative thoughts. Really needs to adjust my thinking.
For the following three weeks Saturday and Sunday. I won’t be in
Sandakan . Travel, travel and travel. I’ll snap those interesting pics and upload it. But… Im now concern on my works. Traveling so much and having only beginning all works will drag my productive gradually. Hopefully, I catch everything Lily tell me tomorrow. Notes! Notes! Notes! Can’t forget that one.
